Every time I am hurt but you can’t see <br />Cloud of fake smile covers my grief <br />When tears don’t roll from my eyes <br />Hopeless my heart burns in agony <br /> <br />Every time I feel my life a waste <br />When people I love overlook me <br />You see my eyes bleeding of loneliness <br />But you smile and exclaim “nice scene” <br /> <br />Every time in my eyes reflects terror <br />When I see you frowned and sick <br />And you don’t allow me to come near <br />To heal you; then my soul curse me ever <br /> <br />Every instant I am smothered slowly <br />When you say I don’t believe you anymore <br />I crawl, scream and pray of my innocence <br /> But you hang me and say “I am a crook” <br /> <br />Every time I feel myself a demon <br />When I see you crying cause of me <br />My ways become full of thorns <br />I reap what I haven’t sowed <br /> <br />Those days I stood aghast embarrassed <br />When mine modesty was called weakness <br />Every time I am trampled by them <br />Whom gladly I gave way to go ahead <br /> <br />Once you have said me an angel <br />How can I then be so mean? <br />When you say me I’m selfish <br />You never know what it meant to me <br /> <br />Eyes turn into lake of dry tears <br />When I reveal you’re my best pal <br />But soon I come to my sense <br />I know, to you I’m not the one <br /> <br />Why not the fire burns me today <br />When I am no worth of having friends <br />Is it for this you have blessed me god <br />To live alone in this bloody world <br /> <br />The sky has fallen today so did I <br />No more I’d live in this stranger world <br />I’m vanishing in dark as a dying star <br />A fallen angel is going to take his life.<br /><br />KUMUD RANJAN<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/fallen-angel-92/
