I feel im of importance <br />but at the same time im not <br />I feel like no one cares of my existance <br />to me it seems true <br />No one really listens to what i say <br />if they do it doesnt seem that way <br />If i were gone would anyone care? ? <br />nevermind...dont answer that <br />just pretend im not there <br />Im somwehat bored <br />easily annoyed in life <br />i think i just realized that im mostly depressed <br />i act like im happy...? ? <br />but that kinda adds to my stress <br />I find myslef happiest when im alone.... <br />or talking to people who i think care... <br />when im watching tv? ? ....not really... <br />listening to music? ? ...most dearly.... <br />im not sure but i think i sorta strongly dislike my life? ? <br />I tend to isolate myself from the ones i love <br />the ones i live with...they dont seem to notice <br />thats kinda nice? ? <br />I keep being told 'i love you' <br />but i find that hard to believe <br />im not sure if when its said its meant <br />i know that when i say it <br />its true and its not pretend <br />I try not to let <br />my anger and sadness get the best of me <br />but ive held them in so long <br />that lately theyre almost controling me <br />Keeping the ones close to my heart <br />is kinda hard to do <br />i feel as if they may try to harm it <br />so theres an invisible barrier <br />if that barrier is destroyed i dont know what id do <br />im already on the brink of losing <br />whats left of my mind <br />.......................................................................................................................... <br />so yeah.....i just felt the need to share this......(srry its so long) ..... <br /> <br />~IP23<br /><br />iron panda 23<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/whats-left-of-my-mind/
