Maybe you’re everything I want <br />Because I’m everything I hate <br />And what I love about you most <br />Is that we are both the same <br />It seems that everything you do <br />I am just trying to run away <br />From and then we put the nail <br />On the coffin that bears my name <br />It’s always harder to love someone <br />When you can’t even love yourself <br />Hypocrisy takes its toll <br />Recuperating mouth to mouth <br /> <br />And we say save yourself, serve yourself <br />Love for nothing <br />Surround a ring of wealth ‘round yourself <br />Brake for conversation <br />Your bitter pill of sex and lust <br />Remember times of head and <br />Choking up, all this dust <br /> <br />Drinking down a piss of alcohol <br />Lose a face amongst a crowd <br />Tell yourself you love this girl <br />And watch another two make out <br />While I play games inside my head <br />Tell myself it’s not your fault <br />Placing blame around a noose <br />Out of pride and pity to a halt <br />Stop myself, look behind <br />Believing lies of which I see <br />The truth of what is in your mouth <br />Just slit my wrists and watch them bleed <br /> <br />In the name of the end <br />To the end with my name <br />Stopping self-sacrifice <br />Producing crystallizing shame <br />I blame myself to blame someone <br />Else so I don’t blame myself <br />For falling in love with a girl <br />That I can’t be with or else<br /><br />Christopher's Dead<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/looking-at-a-girl-looking-in-a-mirror-back-at-me/
