Y does all this pain keep flooding into my life when I try to forget it all <br />When I try to deal with it, it becomes too much. <br />Most people I try to talk to think I’m insane <br />Y did he do that to me <br />It keep replaying in my head over and over again <br />I don’t know who else to trust <br />It leading me down a path of sin <br />I don’t know why it leads me to cutting <br />He hurt me for many years and no one saw the pain I was in <br />He will never know exactly why I hate him <br />He affected all my relationships <br />I am scared to even commit to the person I love <br />How can I forget what he did? <br />How can I move on in my life? <br />I need to learn to deal without a bottle in my hand <br />I need to learn that guys aren’t all like that man <br />I’m scared that he’ll keep haunting me <br />It so bad that I still feel the knife to my throat when ever I smell pine air freshener <br />It takes me back to feeling helpless even though there were four guys there <br /> I just don’t know what to do except to start drinking again <br />But in reality it don’t help the pain.<br /><br />AURORA BANNECKJ<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/cuz-of-him-2/
