Some marigold flowers, <br />Incense sticks, a match box; <br />And an earthen diya with wick <br />In a bowl made of dry leaves <br />Held together by twigs; <br /> <br />I stood at the banks <br />Of mother Ganges in Haridwar, <br />After paying change <br />To the young boy <br />Who put it together for me <br />At that morning hour. <br /> <br /> <br />I lit the wick and incense stick, <br />And holding it in both hands <br />Walked towards the river bank <br />And put it in the lap <br />Of the river, watching it <br />Join other such offerings, <br />Made by devotees and kin <br />Of loved ones gone <br />A long time or just <br />The night before. <br /> <br />It was a trip <br />Long overdue, <br />To say final goodbye <br />To my ma and dad, <br />For I was not with them <br />When they breathed their last <br />For reasons beyond my control <br />Of which they had no clue. <br /> <br />I felt sad, <br />And missed them bad. <br />One day feeling desolate <br />I shared my grief, <br />Loss and longing <br />With a dear friend. <br />Ever compassionate, <br />She held my hand <br />And said, let go <br />As the soul feels in earthly bondage, <br />Let them rest in peace. <br /> <br />That day in the last week <br />On that day in the last week of December, <br />I sat at river bank <br />Watching the turbulence… <br />Sun light scattered on <br />The bouncing waves <br />Northward bound, <br />As if the river knew <br />Where it was going. <br />Somehow I felt calm <br />To see it in motion <br />As I took some water <br />In my cupped palms. <br /> <br />Ever since, I know <br />They live in me <br />At all times <br />As sure as I know <br />I am alive as I breathe. <br />Now I wonder <br />Why did I grieve <br />For so long? <br />We built memories <br />To last a life time. <br />I<br /><br />Mamta Agarwal<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/on-the-banks-of-a-river/