My heart says stay <br />but my mind says go <br />For love will end the same <br />I'm not good enough for him <br />That I'm not pretty enough <br />Another for him would be better. <br />My heart feels like it bleeds <br />my chest hurts to breath <br />But I cannot stop myself from thinking <br />the other one is better. <br />He says that he loves me <br />And though I love him <br />I hear my mind say <br />'Let him go' <br />He thinks that I'm playing a game <br />Though I really am not <br />I was unsure of things before <br />for many say I shouldn't stay <br />For many say I should go <br />But I keep running back to him <br />Am I really getting to close? <br />Can I really not step away? <br />In my heart I know <br />I'll become alone again if I do <br />and thats my greatest fear.<br /><br />Jessica Kissner<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-heart-torn-apart/