Pitch-black despair, hopeless, nothing to <br />look forward to, all ideas fail to entice, the <br />TV series I watched drove all dreams from <br />my heart, made me feel ashamed of being <br />human, naked ape standing upright <br /> <br />No sense of values, nothing to which to aspire <br />the image of wealth tainted, picture of physical <br />comfort is threatening, it all leads to perdition <br />becoming self-centred morons, I need an <br />uplifting vision as antidote to materialism <br /> <br />Life is a nightmare without symbolical meaning <br />when seen as pure hedonistic existence, it scares <br />me, causes depression, I can project magic onto <br />things as long as hope is alive in my heart, hope <br />and trust that humans are spirits with souls <br /> <br />After watching too many episodes of TV series I <br />feel dead inside, if modern entertainment does <br />this to me, I will have nothing to do with it <br />to protect myself…<br /><br />Margaret Alice<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/2010-05-24-dead-inside/