Alone I sit, <br />Alone I think, <br />Alone I experience, <br />Alone I cry, <br />Alone I reach for the knife, <br />Alone I cut, <br />Alone I watch the blood, <br />Alone I feel the pain. <br /> <br />Alone I sit, <br />Alone I think about cutting deeper, <br />Alone I experience my sadness, <br />Alone I cry my eyes out, <br />Alone I reach for the knife, <br />Alone I cut my wrists just a tiny bit deeper, <br />Alone I feel the pain. <br /> <br />Alone I sit, <br />Alone I think about slicing pictures, <br />Alone I experience my emptiness, <br />Alone I cry for all I’ve lost, <br />Alone I reach for the knife, <br />Alone I cut nice drawings for all of those who want to watch, <br />Alone I feel the pain. <br /> <br />Alone I sit, <br />Alone I think about finishing it all, <br />Alone I experience a new kind of numb feeling take over me, <br />Alone I cry for all that’s been and never will be again, <br />Alone I reach for the knife, <br />Alone I cut through the vein, <br />Alone I no longer feel the pain.<br /><br />anees akbar<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/alone-726/