time doesnt matter anyhow, <br />life has its own way of bringing me down, <br />my sky is grey, <br />im fading away, <br />degrading myself day by day, <br />how is it that i can say, <br />all these lies, <br />and he believes every word? <br />he f**ks up my world, <br />every time he looks at me, <br />my heart, <br />unable to see, <br />breaks again into a million peices, <br />he doesnt know, <br />the pain i feel, <br />is like freezing snow, <br />bitter sweet, <br />i love him, <br />and its obvious to me, <br />he loves no one, <br />other than me, <br />i hate my lies, <br />can i end my life? <br />i just keep hurting myself inside, <br />i just keep hurting him, <br />its time for my end, <br />i love you.<br /><br />Alicia Roseberry<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-lies-5/
