I am such a fool to keep believing that things will change between us. <br />They won’t change. <br />It’s always just more of the same. <br />More screams, more words, more pain. <br /> <br />Prone on the couch I try to unravel this mess… <br />The clock ticks on the wall as the minutes turn to pennies ill spent. <br />The voice that I hear trying to explain is not even mine… <br />The tears that stream down are the same as every other time. <br /> <br />I’m tired of this burden, but I won’ let go… <br />Stubbornness fueled by fear consumes my flesh. <br />I wish this would end, but not too soon. <br />I can’t conceive of me beyond you.<br /><br />Cosi Celeste<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/not-just-yet/
