aug13,2010 <br /> <br />it has been a year later, <br />and i still dream of the nightmare, <br />everthing you said would happen, <br />never did because you gotten what you wanted, <br />to never see me again, <br />you never cared about how you treated me, <br />because it was never your problem, <br />you never cared about what i went through, <br />sometimes you laughed when it wasn't funny, <br />and now i'm surpose to forget? <br />i keep saying i don't care, <br />but deep down i do, <br />maybe because people who accepted me, <br />wanted me to forgive youm <br />when they don't understand, <br />that you never showed your true colors, <br />when you were around them, <br />they were blinded by who they thought you were, <br />not who you really are.<br /><br />mona martinez<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/still-a-victim/