My heart is like a blind eye. <br />Loveless. <br />I'cannot find direction and purpose. <br />My hand was freezing cold covered his night fog. <br />His cold throughout the night had cut off all the warmth. <br /> <br />I'like paddling in a sea of tears. <br />My lips like swallowing a bitter heartache for love. <br />One kiss had ever touched my heart. <br /> <br />Now in a deep ocean beneath the doubts. <br />My arm feels not matter anymore. <br />I'almost forgot that i'have ever embraced the warmest memories with you. <br /> <br />Time after time his cold dew has replaced all the warmth. <br />All my longings to the clouds drifted away. <br />He had become the sun in my heart. <br />He became the warmth of the moon light in my heart. <br />He kiss is the sweetest of the small candle in every dark road of my life. <br /> <br />I loved him in the distance and time. <br />It is true i'find it hard to touch. <br />Through the hands of the angel i'had to place all my wishes. <br /> <br />Hug you. <br />Kiss you. <br />Touches your heart.<br /><br />Dwi utami<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/he-love-never-real/