Tonight’s the night, <br />I said in my head, <br />I don’t care anymore, <br />I wish I was dead. <br /> <br />Tonight’s the night, <br />I thought deep inside, <br />I haven’t the energy, <br />To keep trying to hide. <br /> <br />Tonight’s the night, <br />I said out loud, <br />So I took the pills; <br />Not feeling proud. <br /> <br />Tonight’s the night, <br />I thought for sure, <br />This pain won’t end, <br />There is no cure. <br /> <br />Tonight’s the night, <br />Or so I thought, <br />I hadn’t taken enough pills; <br />I was soon taught. <br /> <br />Tonight’s not the night, <br />I thought as I was sick, <br />I’ve achieved nothing, <br />I feel like a prick. <br /> <br />Tonight’s not the night, <br />I told my friend, <br />I can’t stand this nightmare, <br />Will it ever end? <br /> <br />Tonight’s not the night, <br />My friend said to me, <br />He’s over the moon, <br />But I just want to be free.<br /><br />Gemma Nolan<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/tonight-s-the-night-3/
