Ur the poison running through my vians <br />ur the fever I get when I am not ok <br />ur love builds me up <br /> but then it came tumbling down <br />all I wanted was a love to hold on to <br />but what can I do u tear me in two <br />my memories are so intoxicating I cant stand it <br />u are the one to cause a bottle in my hand <br />or the blood on the ground <br />I got to find better thing to do beside u <br />I ain't alright since u told me had her <br />u swear u love me and it would all change when I am there <br />but I know why u call me and I don't find it fair <br /> I hate feeling like this <br />but I am so tired of trying to fight it <br />when I sleep all I can dream of is what u did to us <br />I hate our past, there is no future <br />I wish u would just disappear <br />tell me will u listen <br />but don't judge cuz u ain't different <br />thanks to u I don't wanna live I don't wanna breathe <br /> I just want nothing but to not be here anymore <br /> I don't wanna scream I don't wanna dream <br />I hate the way u make me feel <br />I got a hundred cut because of u <br />now what pain do u want from me <br /> is really the suffering u wanna see <br />I hate the way u seem to linger around me <br />I hate the way I just cant really hate u <br />I need to leave before u cause this to be my last breathe <br />this test is worth dying over <br />I need to get out even though u say it just a test <br />let go of me know I cant hold on any longer <br />I hate the way u turn me on <br />and how u tear me apart when ur high <br />the one thing u cant see is how I hide inside my shell <br /> I wait for u to change <br />but in the meantime I cant stop the bleeding<br /><br />AURORA BANNECKJ<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/posion-2/
