I am tired of praying but still I have to <br />My honor and my life are of value <br />See the glory how could I keep? <br />Characters die as loved ones weep <br />There are no secrets but what lies ahead <br />Loving me more but hurting me instead <br />The things I do now and the life I have led <br />Grasping for the love of the ones who are dead <br />Bowing my head in prayer agreeing I will try <br />Avoiding contact through the eye <br />So, that no one can recognize my fable <br />My emotions and reasons are unstable <br />I bring nothing to the table <br />So life would you please stop offering me your favors!<br /><br />Courtney Steele<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-got-it-2/
