I shouldn't care that I'm a failure in the eyes of pretty much my entire family. <br /> <br />I shouldn't care that I am not good enough. <br /> <br />I shouldn't care that everything I wished for in life is nothing I will have. <br /> <br />I shouldn't care that I will always not be good enough. <br /> <br />I shouldn't care that I am but a burden in the eyes of my parents. <br /> <br />I shouldn't care that that I've never been good enough. <br /> <br />I shouldn't care that I have forever been not enough. <br /> <br />I shouldn't care that I am the Black Sheep. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />And yet, I do.<br /><br />Deana Rode<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/2010-the-black-sheep/