yes, i did have fun...the way i design it....it looks bad to some....i get the feedback....and i am really responsible! <br /> <br />i am responsible for all what happened to me...bad and good...(despite i do not buy dualism) for intended unintended...all types of cross roads....comments....touch, and deep touches....whispers...and blinks of an eye. <br /> <br />i am grateful....to all of you, here, there, ...., and scattered in this planet...to all of you...all the views....all the people i crossed their lives...physically and virtually.... <br /> <br />the story looks easy...to digest...for me and you out there? <br /> <br />my great stimulus...in life........... is <br />to <br />be a musician...... <br />a wizard...a lizard....a karate kid ninja without 'blood shed' <br /> <br />i grow up....in a place.... <br />where 'blood shed' is a horrible thing..... <br /> <br />when i moved over to Chambana, ((where i am right now..)) <br /> <br />i thought, wow this is a cool farm place....flatness for ever... <br />fun for ever.....dreams for ever.....i am a new prince in ''Never ending prairies and flat lands''... <br /> <br />a place where you never worry about.... <br /> <br />Big mistake! <br /> <br />i saw the 'bloodshed' in color, in words, in anger, in the F words, in games and fights, videos, movies and news from poor neighborhoods warfare to energy-corpo-wars, from spam, spywares to trojan horses, from google to facebook. <br /> <br /> <br />REMARK: is it common, that humanity is all about being toxic, negative, and low self-esteem, is about pray and predator, who is hunter and who is being hunted down?<br /><br />Atef Ayadi<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/short-story-the-best-thing-that-ever-happen-to-me/
