Barely thinking about it <br />those thoughts returned <br />after reading about it <br />she seems to have learned <br />although she already knew <br />about the signs of self annihilation <br /> <br />She tried to put them asside <br />but they wont reside <br />they still appear every now and then <br />why cant her happiness come back <br />she tried again <br />to get it back...but... <br />she just keeps failing... <br /> <br />She knows...well feels <br />that everyone is better off without her <br />they tell her its not true <br />but why cant she believe in you? ? <br />in what you say <br />she cant trust anymore <br />or even believe in herself <br />lately...nothing has really helped <br /> <br />those thoughts...theyre still there...hiding... <br /> <br />~IP23<br /><br />iron panda 23<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/so-those-thoughts-are-still-there/