Do you know what I’d give <br />What I got, what I’d give to go back? <br />Do you know that I’d give <br />Up my life just as easy as anything? <br />And we pass and your voice <br />Like a death grip on my heart attack <br />It’s so superficial <br />Such a f**king w***e don’t care about anything <br /> <br />[Chorus] <br />Hate is a word that describes what this <br />In a hall emptied up I’m a name on a list <br />Of a laundry bag filled with glass I punch with my fist <br />I remember <br />When suicide was just a joke <br /> <br />I believed what you said <br />You believed that I’d always be clean <br />A fresh slate of my arms <br />Couldn’t take the days that I hurt for you <br />Maybe if you weren’t so cruel <br />I wouldn’t ‘ve had to feel the pain <br />And if you weren’t so good lookin’ <br />Maybe I wouldn’t want to die <br /> <br />[Chorus] <br />When suicide was just a joke [X2] <br /> <br />Well everybody knows you’re the one to call <br />When the girls get ugly on the back of the wall <br />You’re a polysaccharidal leaching germ to my brain <br />The camera sees the one thing leaving <br /> <br />Do you know what it is <br />To make stop dropp offs of misery? <br />And when I tell you I feel <br />Do you know that I’d really rather go? <br />A mixed media chart <br />Tracing cold hard lies of my history <br />Yes I scream in the night <br />Because of you, I’ve never felt so low <br /> <br />[Chorus] <br /> <br />When suicide was just a joke <br />(I remember) <br />When suicide was just a joke <br />(I remember) <br />When suicide was just a joke <br />[Spoken: This life was so funny] <br />When suicide was just a joke <br />[Take back your f**king things] <br />When suicide was just a joke <br />[I remember all your lies] <br />When suicide was just a joke <br /> <br />(fade out)<br /><br />Christopher's Dead<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-remember-when-suicide-was-just-a-joke/