Its a really funny thing. <br />I smile at the thought of it. Here I am, lying under the blue blue sky, <br />With the cool breeze caressing my tears. <br />Its not the first time and I'm sure it won't be my last. <br />Yet, I wish and wish again, <br />and dream of whatever might. <br /> <br />I still think about you as often, <br />As the breaths I take. <br />How would things have been had they been different? <br />How would our lives have been if united? <br /> <br />There I laugh again. <br />Wanderless wonders. <br />What ifs and what nots. <br />And this's how my time seeps away. <br /> <br />Maybe if you see me now, <br />You'd know I had no fairytale ending. <br />There's so much my heart wants to scream out to you, <br />But i bury them deeper inside. <br /> <br />I want you to know how unhappy i am. <br />I want you to know i'm dying little by little inside. <br />I want you to know that i miss you. <br />I want you to know that i still love you. <br /> <br />But right now, most of all, <br />I want you to know that, whatever it looks like, it is not me. <br />And things that seem to be are but, <br />The cruel facade of reality.<br /><br />Fathimath Farha<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-hope-you-read-this-one-day/
