My heart races touching your deep Spirit's kiss, <br />My tear's curb crumbles greening my shrink cry. <br />The softness of your voice soothes my abyss. <br />My soul torn apart wondering to know why. <br /> <br />Wrong thoughts and so cruel wait my tears and cry <br />The terrors of love just give them a black yard <br />And my loneliness makes my sad soul to dye <br />When to sink my reality it's very hard. <br /> <br />I wait my hope which will never come to guard <br />This hope hunger squeezes tighter my soul's knee. <br />I'm clinging to the past which is like a shard <br />That part which is still alive inside of me. <br /> <br />Much more confused on how to think or feel, <br />I talk, I dream and I am your balance wheel.<br /><br />Marieta Maglas<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/spenserian-sonnet-i-wait-the-ocean-waves-to-wash-my-soul/