I want to have my funeral <br />But first I need to die <br />But not an ordinary death <br />You see <br />I want one filled of surprise <br /> <br />One death that no one would expect <br />One that’ll beat the rest <br />Of the <br />Out of the ordinary deaths <br /> <br />A death that will show the pain I hide <br />One that will make people tremble inside <br />To see that a little girl could hide <br />So much trouble and hate inside her mind <br /> <br />One that’ll have me on a bed <br />With rose petals all around my head <br />My wrist all cut up at the vein <br />A death that’ll make me look insane <br /> <br />It’ll have them saying <br />“maybe she hit her head” <br />For the death expressed too much <br />And set a feeling of depressed <br /> <br />Maybe a death <br />That’ll have written on my chest <br />All the things that “you knew best” <br />All the things I failed to see <br />Because they never were facing me <br /> <br />A death is called a tragedy <br />But not when nobody can see <br />That the tragedy was meant to be <br />Like the sun is meant to set each day <br />And how the moon never seems to stay<br /><br />Jennifer Alejandra<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/funeral-22/
