Deep dark memories, <br />Hiding them is almost impossible, <br />Still to others I seem confident, <br />Maybe even unstoppable. <br /> <br />So how could it be, <br />That the only thing they see, <br />Is the fake and mask of me? <br /> <br />Am I becoming what I fear, <br />The one that cries tear after tear, <br />Alone in the dark with no goals to clear. <br />That will go on year after year? <br /> <br />So how will it go, <br />When I'm just laying low, <br />And the time passes very slow? <br /> <br />Did I make the wrong decision, <br />Have I made a big mistake, <br />Do I have to go on like this, <br />Or do I have to change for my own sake? <br /> <br />So how should I react, <br />When there is no clear effect, <br />And no insurance or a fact<br /><br />Candy Simpson<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/hiding-my-true-self-away/
