live or die? ! <br />pain or happiness? ! <br />which one do i pick? <br />im tired of the pain and misery <br />its driving me insane <br />i wanna say screw it all and end it <br />i dont know what to do! <br />i wanna die <br />though i dont wanna hurt the ones i love <br />gosh i hate this! <br />why me? ! <br />i just want it all to go away <br />if only there was someway <br />everything would be SO much easier <br />I hate my life, my heart, myself <br />with a bang, a slice, a rope i could but i cant <br />certain things make me forget <br />i dont know what to do! <br />give me pills, blades, cigs, LOVE <br />thats that make me forget my troubles <br />good or bad habits <br />i dont care <br />just give me so i can be happy <br />PLEASE IM BEGGING! !<br /><br />Jessica Licklider<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/which-one-11/
