Time stands still <br />Trying to break my will <br />Trying to steal what I don't feel <br />Agony <br />Catastrophe <br />Blasphemy <br />Insects crawling in me <br />A river pours through open doors <br />See a grown man cry <br />Hurt's you inside <br />But I think I'll survive <br />Through the lies <br />Through the tides <br />As long as I don't question why <br />I have a need to feel wanted <br />Loved <br />Hated <br />Slightly agitated <br />Anything to bring me back the real world <br />No fantasy <br />Nothing but reality for me <br />Even if the honesty kills me <br />So just tell me, your a loser who needs to get out of my life <br />Get away from me <br />Push and kick <br />Beat the hell out of my soul <br />Please don't be afraid to do so <br />I need to go <br />Again and again <br />You can't win against yourself <br />Especially if your right <br />Which feels so wrong <br />Such a misguided light <br />The candle burns into nothing <br />The dire flame has went out <br />Which brings all kinds of doubt <br />I absorb it <br />Manipulate it <br />Mold it <br />Into something so dangerous <br />That I'm losing my conscience <br />I could destroy the whole world <br />And not feel bad or sad <br />Does this make me crazy <br />Insanity is a plea to forgive me <br />So I can forgive you <br />Its so touch an go <br />A broken ego <br />Buried deep within huge drifts of snow <br />Which follows the wind as it blows<br /><br />Ace Of Black Hearts<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/hurt-poem-broken/