At this point <br />Im just tired <br />So very tired <br />Of you all <br /> <br />I speak wrong words <br />Act with wrong actions <br />Im critized for years <br />Why cant the lighting come down <br />And strike me dead <br /> <br />Maybe then youll be happy <br />Overwhelmed with excitement <br />I know some people <br />Who would just like it <br /> <br />You treat me wrong <br />You disrespect me <br />You strip me of my dignity <br />Breaking apart our unity <br /> <br />When I only loved <br />When I only cared <br />When only I teared <br />At the thought of losing you dear <br /> <br />Dreams become reality <br />Nightmares become your life <br />People lose their interest <br />Than im just the simplest <br />Moron left alone <br />Waiting forever and ever <br /> <br />For things to return <br />Back to how I imagined <br />Images of happiness <br />All over the world <br /> <br />Where I stand king <br />And you my faithful queen <br />Some envy us <br />Others are just jealous <br /> <br />I realize now what you are <br />And what you can do <br />Love a guy though lies and tall tales <br />You deserve what I think of you <br />I close my eyes <br />And picture you dying <br />Not me and you <br />And I stand and smile <br /> <br />Your feelings changed <br />Well so have mine <br />Chained to empty memories no more <br /> <br />Everyone make mistakes <br />But you dont have what it takes <br />To accept them for human being <br />As if you're a higher being <br /> <br />But im still here <br />Im still breathing <br />Im still moving <br />Im still writing <br /> <br />I will continue doing so <br />Until the almighty god <br />Decides it is time <br />For his loyal lapdog <br />To come home <br /> <br />Hate me or love me <br />Im not perfect I know this <br />But before you judge me <br />with all your bad intent <br />Remember one small and simple thing <br />Im only human<br /><br />Tyrone Holmes<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/im-only-human/