i have a burning feeling inside, <br />like i am been torn apart, <br />the pain is unbearable, <br />the flashbacks are the worst, <br />nightmares are taken the toll on me, <br />i wish it was all gone there, <br /> are times like now when i wish i was never, <br />born. <br /> <br />is this due to the feeling i was to blame? <br />this was all my fault, <br />he kept saying to me. if i told they would, <br />not belive me, <br />and i would be taking away, <br /> <br />could i have dealt? with all the problems, <br />in a driffrent way, <br />all this is wrong, <br /> <br />i feel like i what to die right now, <br /> <br />i need help and support, <br />as this is going to be a long and hard, <br />road ahead, <br /> <br />could i have stopped this from happening, <br /> <br />i feel like a child trapped in a adult body, <br />i am so tired all the time, <br /> <br />i wish i could find the on of switch i, <br />had so i could turn all this of, <br /> <br />is it poss? for me to love someone and, <br />can someone love me<br /><br />Sharron Stephenson<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-child-inside/
