You don't have to sanction what I'm doing. <br />I need not your approval to continue on. <br />Though at times it would be nice. <br />To hear from you. <br />To say I'm glad your still alive. <br />But silence is all you give me. <br />I think its all I'll ever see. <br />In a world behind closed doors. <br />Miles off in the distance who cares. <br />Well I do. <br />And I'll remind you everyday if I have to. <br />I'm not going anywhere. <br />And this I swear. <br />With every angry breath of air. <br />I still love you. <br />We are blood and it'll never be forgotten. <br />Even in hell on earth and much worse. <br />I will never speak to you from something rehearsed. <br />I will speak only the word that comes to me. <br />Small and incidental to most. <br />But I don't care because I'm trying to reach a ghost. <br />Somebody who disappeared over five months ago. <br />poof gone with no given notice. <br />Not a single phone call. <br />Nothing to let me know the kids are alright. <br />So just talk to me my big sister. <br />Contact me by email, <br />Contact me by phone. <br />Contact me by address. <br />Anyway to let me knowing your doing alright. <br />Cause I no longer see your light. <br />I'm so afraid something bad might have happen. <br />Without a trace, with my soul searching for the right words to say. <br />I'm sorry for anything and everything I've done to you. <br />Anything to bring you back to my reality. <br />A wake up call. <br />Can you hear me at all. <br />This is not funny. <br />I don't know where you are. <br />Is it far. <br />I'm so in the dark. <br />I'm going pray for you everyday till contact is made.<br /><br />Ace Of Black Hearts<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/personal-poem-big-sister-is-missing/
