Maybe I've gone crazy <br />Looking for too many words, <br />Maybe I've taken leave of my senses <br />Trying to speak, and be heard - <br />So many things I want to say <br />All in hopes to find <br />What I don't understand <br />About all the life that lives and moves in my mind - <br />The words all come out wrong <br />While what I'm truly searching for, <br />Laughs and dances like a madman <br />Out of my own hearts back door - <br />It's the damndest thing <br />Like running down an empty desert highway, <br />Chasing the vanishing point <br />That's always going farther and farther away - <br /> <br />Does that rainbow's beautiful end really reside <br />In the mountain paradise of the perfect Word; <br />Will I ever arrive at that elusive point <br />Where each beautiful thought I could never quite express <br />Shall finally be exquisitely said, and wholly heard? <br /> <br />To arrive is my crazy goal. <br />With great love to be there; <br />To finally and fully hear, and be heard, <br />To discover my own thoughts do matter, <br />And God really does care. <br />Crazy, indeed.<br /><br />Smoky Hoss<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/crazy-thoughts-5/
