I accept it, my fault. <br />I shouldn’t have <br />Even let you <br />Into my heart. <br /> <br />My folly, I agree <br />Made my life <br />Miserable than ever. <br />I simply can’t help it. <br /> <br />I am foolish, <br />It’s true. <br />I dream of you <br />All night long. <br /> <br />I tried with every <br />Bit of strength left <br />To stop loving you. <br /> <br />But I’ve faltered <br />Like all times. <br /> <br />I used to think <br />I was strong. <br /> <br />Thought I’d never <br />Fall love’s prey. <br /> <br />But this fatal love <br />Poisoned my thoughts. <br /> <br />It has spread like <br />A contaminating disease. <br /> <br />I yearn to be able <br />To cease loving you. <br /> <br />Yet the more I try, <br />With more strength does <br />Love hit my insides. <br /> <br />I don’t die <br />Or it would have <br />Died with me. <br /> <br />I live with pain <br />In my heart <br />Of never reaching <br />Where you are. <br /> <br />You make my heart <br />Pound louder with <br />Every glimpse of you. <br /> <br />It’s painful, I say <br />For someone like me. <br /> <br />I thought myself <br />Prudent enough. <br /> <br />But here, I prove myself <br />A fool in the matter of love.<br /><br />Emily Angel<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-fault-i-accept/
