Wish I could say what I mean - wish I could <br />express my feelings, wish I had a friend who <br />could understand, wish there were one whom <br />I could trust, who had the disposition and time <br />to listen until I managed to say everything <br /> <br />Someone to help unravel the puzzle so I can <br />become reconciled and resigned to my fate, <br />to laugh at my shortcomings and tease me <br />for being bad; having lost the ability to talk <br />it is impossible to say anything – I find <br /> <br />Oblique reference in other people’s words; <br />trusting consciousness goes on after this <br />physical existence; free from astrogenetic <br />limitation in a different realm where the <br />spirit is free to choose its destiny <br /> <br />Without limitation by a million variables - my <br />current personality is a great drawback, a step <br />back in the progress of spiritual evolution; but <br />it will enrich awareness - though the price for <br />the experience gained… is painful… <br /> <br />…in the extreme… <br /> <br />(I know the fault is mine)<br /><br />Margaret Alice Second<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/great-drawback/
