Got home, explained heat in the office <br />hubby angry, how DARE I disturb his <br />ambiance, happy atmosphere at home <br />immediately I tried to change tack-did <br />not work - I am in the dog-box <br /> <br />Everything I say is wrong – it would have <br />been bad if I did not know how good it is <br />for me to suffer – whenever suffering is <br />going on, I change into the little Calvinist <br />I was born to be – pain, suffering <br /> <br />Is good for me, I was BORN into suffering – <br />I convince myself that pain is good, enjoy the <br />masochism involved – which leads to sadism <br />how good that is – Machiavelli justified – wait <br />we were talking about Calvinism <br /> <br />Too late, I have already changed tack…<br /><br />Margaret Alice Second<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/changed-tack/
