i soar through the sky <br />as happy as a man <br />can possibly be <br /> <br />a few years have passed <br />i walk through the night <br />as sad <br />as anyone <br />could possibly be <br /> <br />i wait to die <br />wait till the day i can fly <br />i take a sip of this <br />memory eraser <br /> <br />nothing i hate more <br />then songs about <br />happy endings <br /> <br />my life will not end happy <br />my life use to be happy <br /> <br />i smoke this drug <br />hoping it will prevent me <br />from being a sad death <br /> <br />i take these pills <br />so i wont die <br />so i wont kill myself <br /> <br />i forget my happy past <br />so i wont be more depressed <br /> <br />i have demons <br />everyone i know has them <br />but mine are the worst <br /> <br />my past haunts me <br />knowing i use to be happy <br /> <br />its three am <br />i jump in a lake <br />rocks tied all around me <br />knowing what will happen next <br /> <br />trying to drown my sarrows in death <br />im sorry loved ones but i am gone <br />ive been dead for most of my life <br />now i am dead <br /> <br />maybe i can find some peace in hell <br />mabe just maybe you can live a different life <br />because mines no good <br />so take another path <br /> <br />good luck to ya <br />i hope not to see you <br />in the next life<br /><br />chance topliss<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-demons-inside-me-2/
