My mind filled with thoughts spilling out of my skull.. <br />Word vomits out of me as tears flow endlessly, <br />I can't seem to think right as you oil me up with tender words, <br />mending my heart back to before, but the tapes and staples only loosen up the wounds. <br />and I bleed once more. <br /> <br />My heart is toying with my mind, telling me to give it a shot, just another try. Thing will be alright. <br /> <br />The mirror on my wall lies, <br />my face isnt pure, no, it's not mines. I am wrinkled and old.. <br />a sorrow soul lives among my eyes.. <br />my lips chapped from what was never spoke, <br />my ears zipped closed for its too late to listen.. <br /> <br />I am only 19 years young. <br />yet, I am tired of this sad sorry life. <br />Living everyday a lie, tryin to put up a fight. <br />Smiling to each and every one I see. <br />Making sure they don't see through my lies. <br />when I'm truly dying inside. <br /> <br />Fed up, with complaints, <br />I wish to rest.. and rest is what I need... <br />for another day of animosity.<br /><br />Dislocated Heart<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/animosity-6/
