But no, nothing helped when I tried to be myself <br />reading old books, even a new one on sixth sense <br />said I should take heed of every single pain my <br />body produced to determine what I think <br /> <br />I feel a stranger in my own skin after a day <br />doing Big Five & Enneagram questionnaires <br />– which classify me the most selfish, unhelpful, <br />self-centred human alive; <br /> <br />even fairy pictures in my Treasury of Children’s <br />Poetry failed to restore me; according to the <br />questionnaires, I am detrimental to people <br />I meet in social contexts - I am devastated <br /> <br />cannot believe I am the MEAN uncaring person <br />Jung’s questionnaire says; I shall explain to <br />those I love HOW MUCH I love them, but if it <br />is true, I wanted to MUCH be better than that – <br /> <br />am still trying as a matter of fact…<br /><br />Margaret Alice Second<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/enneagram-revised/
