id do anything to see your grinning face, <br />in seconds your life was took away, <br />such a shame, such a waste, <br />ill never forget that phonecall, <br />i recieved that sunday, <br />to tell me my best friend had died, <br />i dropped to the floor, <br />and i cried and cried, <br />i drove for 4and a half hours to get home, <br />even with family support, <br />ive never felt more alone, <br />i layed in bed at night scared to shut my eyes, <br />i believed if i stayed awake, <br />i wouldn't have to say goodbye, <br />i feel so angry and bitter inside, <br />why did my best friend have to die? <br />i went to your funeral, <br />so many people there, <br />i'll awlays treasure those moments, <br />that we got to share, <br />i went to where you ashes were scattered, <br />i'm fallin apart my life is in tatters, <br />i sat on the grass and sobbed my heart out, <br />i told you things thatonly you know, <br />and i know you were listening throughout, <br />if i close my eyes i can still see you smile, <br />i'll never let go, <br />i'm still in denial, <br />i fell bad coz i can't say goodbye, <br />it couldnt have been your time to go, <br />why was it my best friend that had to die? !<br /><br />Emma Jane Rae<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/can-t-let-go-8/
