</>Why cant i tell you what i feel for you? <br />Am i that scared to know what you think of me? <br /> <br />Been hurt too many times <br />that made me give up on love <br />but this love i have for you <br />i know is a love thats true <br />might tell you real soon... <br />probably not tell you or anyone at all <br />not wanting to be persecuted <br />or to be judged <br />or to be told 'your not good enough' <br />not wanting to be rejected again <br />to hurt my heart further more <br /> <br />Now i look at you everday <br />as you look my way <br />i notice your new love affair <br />an overwhelming feeling of jealousy and hate <br />to all the girls around you but mainly her <br />i feel your intense stare upon me <br />a stare i know which is full of love <br />but i look away <br />and i finally relized <br />i allowed my feeeling to hurt me more <br />i lost my only chance <br />of someone i could love <br />could love me back <br />i lost a chance of life with love <br />i lost a chance of romance <br /> <br />11-3-2011<br /><br />Bellaina Bella Hernandez<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-lost-chance-2/