</></></></>I can't keep putting this off much longer <br />I try so hard to get through these times <br />without you by my side <br />I've been doing okay <br />well at least for now <br /> <br />I can't keep putting this off much longer <br />these thoughts and feelings <br />of wanting to end my life <br />night after night <br />I sit here and think of <br />which way would be best <br /> <br />I can't keep putting this off much longer <br />I keep crying myself to sleep <br />getting drunk til I can't even stand on me feet <br />and writing hoping these thoughts will go away <br />I know I won't be able to put this off much longer <br />these feelings and thoughts <br />of wanting to end my life <br />and which way would be best <br />because next time I get like this <br />it will definitely be my last<br /><br />Sara Panicali<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/this-will-be-my-last/
