I never thought you could mean this much to me <br />Enough to rip me apart inside out <br />Heartless. <br />Thoughtless. <br />No… <br />Just clueless <br />You just forget the things you said. I said. <br />I meant them. <br />The gaze of lust you had, I misconstrued for love. <br />“Forgive me? ” You say. <br />Don’t be sorry, your feelings are involuntary as are mine. <br />For so long I thought there was a chance. <br />Then with my admittance, the possibility died. <br />The flame, <br />Still alive in my heart, <br />Set fire to the rest of my body. <br />I shot up in flames. <br />I died that day. <br /> <br />Then you send me a message, “Let’s hang out.” <br />I say yes, but it was only as friends. <br />My charred heart can take no more. <br />Then James. <br />James saved me with friendship. <br />He loves me. <br />Why don’t you?<br /><br />Gabrielle L. Tastet<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/first-love-s-heartbreak/
