Why don’t you leave me alone and in isolation? <br />Why is it that you still come and guide me with relation? <br />Why is it that I still spend sleepless nights? <br />Internal thoughts clash with mind and fight <br /> <br />You come before eyes when I close for little comfort <br />I try to forget sweet memories or resort to <br />No successes as you drive powerfully and invade <br />You stand in between doors and don’t fade <br /> <br />I fail to close the eyes and turn the back <br />Again you resurface and eventually crack <br />Oh god! what is happening for the good? <br />I fear that I may eventually forget to take food <br /> <br />You ask me about the reassurance with promises <br />I had done it number of times with so many misses <br />You whole heatedly forgave me with no regrets <br />Such was graceful act on your part to allow me or let <br /> <br />I fight for letting bright sun to appear <br />I can’t imagine its brightness so near <br />I feel like rejecting all happiness and stay far <br />The sky, moon and even don’t appeal the stars <br /> <br />Can’t you come again in same form? <br />I am totally shaken and mentally broken <br />I fear that I shall never get sound sleep <br />I shall remain awake and ceaselessly weep <br /> <br />Stars twinkle but don’t appeal <br />Moon light spread but strong urge is repealed <br />I shall never hear that morning melody <br />As I lay unconscious with no movement in body <br /> <br />Will you touch me in form of wind? <br />Will you spread the light and be kind? <br />Push me with your gentle touch to come in same for again <br />Rush to open fields to experience the rain <br /> <br />I hope you will be kind enough <br />The earth had been unkind and rough <br />I have now reason to smile or laugh <br />As you have come back as my better half<br /><br />hasmukh amathalal<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/touch-me-23/
