searching, where to find answers <br />how to end this masked charade <br />hiding that I'm slowly dying inside. <br />a deep cut, carved upon my wrists <br />pouring out these crimson tears, <br />desiring to silence aching pain <br />would it end overwhelming hurt? <br />dagger plunged through my chest <br />lungs collapsing, breath escapes <br />as a tear falls, painfully asking <br />is there an end to this charade? <br />how really I'm already dead inside <br />numbly walking through my day <br />fake smile placed upon my face <br />continuing this masked charade <br />like a ghost haunting these walls <br />this life vapid, it goes unnoticed <br />my heart barely beating, echoes <br />in this lifeless shell I've become <br />faintly whispering I'm still alive <br />waiting to test the chance of fate <br />again to leave my wrists weeping <br />one that might end this charade<br /><br />Silentpoet Grl<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/masked-charade/
