Trying to ponder through my thoughts but it's just a F*****' mystery <br /> <br />Wishing that me and you wasn't just a short time in history <br /> <br />Feelin' bad cause you never saw what I wanted you to see in me <br /> <br />Tryin' not to look back cause these thoughts are leaving me in misery <br /> <br />So I sit all alone wishin' you were here <br /> <br />Not with that other guy nibblin' on his ear <br /> <br />Unable to control myself fighting back a sorrow filled tear <br /> <br /> My heart, crumbling apart, is my one and only fear <br /> <br />Realizing that my life is at its lowest low <br /> <br />Tryin' to find that part of me that you unknowingly stole <br /> <br />A part of me so sacred should've been written on a scroll <br /> <br />Wondering what it will take to refuel this empty soul <br /> <br />So I sat down and poured my heart out on this tear soaked page <br /> <br />My thoughts jumping from pure sadness to unrelenting rage <br /> <br />Combine that with the fact that I'm at my adolescent age <br /> <br />I feel as thought I should be locked up in an isolated cage <br /> <br />Why does love leave you with so much grief? <br /> <br />It quickly earns your trust like a cunning thief <br /> <br />Just letting you pour your heart out, it's such a great relief <br /> <br />But for what, a joyful feeling even know its just so very brief? <br /> <br />Love is just a mystery that no one really knows <br /> <br />hitting you unexpectedly with heart wrenching blows <br /> <br />Even though I feel like a beast you'll still always be my Cherished Rose <br /> <br />I just wish that when YOU sought out love I was the one you chose.<br /><br />Nik Findlay<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-cherished-rose/
