When I need words most <br />The seem to drift away <br />My brain as their host <br />Doesn't know the right words to say <br /> <br />A panic sets in me <br />And everything becomes overwhelming <br />My self-esteem starts to drop <br />It feels as if my head might pop <br /> <br />It's scary unexpected <br />It like I'm infected <br />I feel as if I'm always being tested <br />I feel like I'm always being rejected <br /> <br />Why can't I talk <br />Why can't I make that scared feeling stop <br />I barely ever leave home <br />I'm starting to wonder if I'll spend all my life alone <br /> <br />When will this end <br />When will I start being okay again<br /><br />Jessica Stubbs<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/social-anxiety-3/
