To have found joy at last <br />And los the sorrows of the past <br />To wear a smile on thy face <br />For love and friendship thot i had <br />A simple 'hellow' my heart skipped a million miles ahead <br />With the invitation was eager to meet... <br />For he had ripped out that which pumped life to all the veins <br />I was wearing out in pains <br />A glance to rid of the agony <br />Meeting thee i could wait for eternity <br />For i am not letting this miracle pass me by <br />Waited waited and waited <br />For the hours seemed prolonged <br />Here he comes for this day i have longed <br />Life seems to spring anew <br />It is spreading through the veins again <br />A smile of affection on his <br />handsome face <br />To have to finely have it <br />A hug <br />How i wish i could cling on to this moment <br />To never let go <br />But the stop wasnt on me <br />But to some other place <br />I didnt want to know about <br />Sharp <br />Jabbing pain on my left breast <br />Though the smile did not falter <br />To hide that excruciating pain inside <br />He bed me farewell and another invite <br />With the unsunken smile 'i'll let you know' <br />He vanished <br />And was gone too soon <br />No tears <br />Wish i could let them roll down my burning cheeks <br />For i had forgotten how hot the day was <br />The heart carelesly put <br />Griddled clots to the veins <br />Though fighting hard to hold on <br />Finelly it burst with a low cry of <br />agony <br />The soul went lifeless again <br />Then the tears made that pilgrim <br />down my cheeks <br />Gudbye my love <br />For i never had you <br />Though lost to me<br /><br />Nontobeko Dlamini<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/never-had-though-lost-to-me/
