The hardest thing in writing this is knowing that you'll never get to hear it <br />knowing that you'll never truly understand <br />I am remember spending countless days with you <br />days that I thought would never end <br />maybe you never truly felt the same way that I did <br />remember when we used to ride your parents bikes all the way to Jeffrey Mansion? <br />you told me just how much I meant to you <br />but I couldn't believe in it <br /> <br />There's no use in longing for something that you cannot have <br />but please tell me there's hope in something that I've had before <br /> <br />and I am grateful for the consistency you have in your life <br />that's something that I could never give to you <br /> <br />If i'm not supposed to feel this way <br />please tell me why it's stuck in my head <br />it seems like everything I do isn't enough for me to feel the way I felt <br />when I was close to you <br />How many drives down the same road will it take to not feel numb to my surroundings?
