i sometimes feel like the days are bleeding into one another <br />like when i try to breathe all i really inhale is smoke and it's disappearing into someone else's mouth <br />when i walk the beach at night and see the ocean it's like i'm looking upon an old friend for the first time <br />there's a sense of knowing, and a sense of unknowing <br />a sense of being surrounded and being alone, both at the same time <br />not unlike the feeling i get when you leave me, or when i see your face again <br />because you alone, can destroy me just fine <br /> <br />if there's a world <br />where i should be with you <br />this is not the one <br />if there's a time <br />where you and i would work <br />this is not the one <br /> <br />it isn't worth knowing life without the feeling you give me, when you want to <br />there are only three people i truly trust in this world, and two of them are you <br />i used to think being with you was all i'd ever want, all i ever wanted <br />and that there was no way this could happen <br />but i find myself wondering why i get up everyday <br />and why you're still there beside me <br /> <br />i can still hear the ringing in my ears <br />your face is burned in to the back of my eyelids <br />even if i wanted to forget you <br />i couldn't <br /> <br />i use to think i could read your mind <br />that i could see you for who you really are, and you could see me <br />but now i know that i was losing my mind, and that i still am <br />and there's nothing you or i could do, can do, to change that <br />or anything else that happened
