Californication - Hank's Letter To Becca <br /> <br />This scene is one of the best in whole show , The last scene from the second episode from the fourth season , Hank is writing a letter to Becca , but after that was he trying to commit suicide ?<br /><br />The Letter Transcript <br /><br />To my dear beautiful daughter,<br /><br />I'm writing you a letter. That's right a good old fashioned letter. It's a lost art, really. Like handjobs. Shit.<br />I have a confession to make, I didn't like you very much at first.<br />You were just this annoying little blob. You smelled nice, most of the time, but you didn't seem to have much interest in me, which I of course found vaguely insulting.<br />It was just you and your mom against the world. Funny how some things never change.<br />So I cruised the long doing my thing, acting the fool, not really understanding how being a parent changes you.<br />And I don't remember the exact moment everything changed. I just know that it did.<br />One minute I was impenetrable. Nothing could touch me. The next, my heart was somehow beating outside my chest, exposed to the elements.<br />Loving you has been the most profound, intense, painful experience of my life. In fact it's been almost too much to bare.<br />As your father, I made a silent vow to protect you from the world. Never realizing I was the one who end up hurting you the most.<br />When I flash forward my heart breaks, mostly because I can't imagine you speaking of me with any sort of pride, how could you?<br />Your father is a child in a man's body, he cares for nothing and everything at the same time.<br />Noble in thought, weak in action. Something has to change, something has to give.<br />It's getting dark, too dark to see.This scene is one of the best in whole show , The last scene from the second episode from the fourth season , Hank is writing a letter to Becca , but after that was ... <br /> <br />This is the closing Clip from the Californication Season 4 episode 2, Hank just hit rock bottom, sadly realizing the only thing that matters most to him (family)... <br /> <br />It's the scene when Hank writes a letter to his daughter Becca before attempting to commit suicide. Season 4 - Episode 2 Transcript: To my dear beautiful ... <br /> <br />Dear Karen, If you're reading this, it means I actually worked up the courage to mail it. So, good for me. You don't know me very well, but if you get me started I ... <br /> <br />http://vimeo.com/35744733 http://vimeo.com/35744733 http://vimeo.com/35744733 http://vimeo.com/35744733 http://vimeo.com/35744733 Californication.
