It's almost like you had it planned <br />It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said <br />"Hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time" <br />And what was I supposed to do? <br />I was stuck in between you and a hard place <br />We won't talk about the hard place <br /><br />But I don't blame you anymore <br />That's too much pain to store <br />It left me half dead <br />Inside my head <br />And boy, looking back I see <br />I'm not the girl I used to be <br />When I lost my mind <br />It saved my life <br /><br />It's how you wanted it to be <br />It's like you played a joke on me <br />And I lost a friend <br />In the end <br />And I think that I cried for days <br />But now that seems light years away <br />And I'm never going back <br />To who I was <br /><br />Cause I don't blame you anymore <br />That's too much pain to store <br />It left me half dead <br />Inside my head <br />And boy, looking back I see <br />I'm not the girl I used to be <br />When I lost my mind <br />It saved my life <br /><br />I think I cried for days <br />But now that seems light years away <br />And I'm never going back <br />To who I was <br /><br />Cause I don't blame you anymore <br />That's too much pain to store <br />It left me half dead <br />Inside my head <br />And boy, looking back I see <br />I'm not the girl I used to be <br />When I lost my mind <br />It saved my life <br /><br />That life seems like light years away <br />Light years away <br />And that life seems like light years away <br />Light years away
