Lamar Odom has been fairly quiet about nearly dying in a Nevada brothel more than a year ago, until now.<br /><br />The former basketball and reality TV star had a candid interview with Us Magazine where he refers to himself as a "walking miracle," and acknowledges his failed marriage with Khloe Kardashian is "all his fault."<br /><br />Odom has turned into an open book, admitting to rampant cocaine use and infidelity, which ultimately ruined his marriage and almost killed him.<br /><br />Odom tells Us Magazine he suffered 12 strokes and two heart attacks that left him comatose, paralyzed and unable to talk.<br /><br />Although Khloe eventually filed for divorce, Odom credits her with helping him retain his memory and supporting him through his recovery.<br /><br />And now that he's completed rehab and is living sober, he credits his kids with his determination to stay clean and alive.<br /><br />Odom tells Us Magazine he had "no choice but to become stronger," and hopes to include his full story in an autobiography he’s currently working on. <br />
