If I could smoke a cigarette right now I would <br />rip out of my skin commit the sins oh I could <br />if I could break a heart and throw it all away for just one night <br />my conscience wouldn't care if I just went ahead and wrecked my life <br /><br />I want to be destructive <br />trash everything in site <br />beat the Devil at his game <br />abuse myself all night <br />I want to bitch the world out <br />one loud aching scream <br />don't want anybody wanting anything from me <br /><br />I'm sick of being perfect with your perfect little smile <br />pick a fight with danger be a stranger to myself for a while <br />I want to come unraveled and have it out with my soul <br />I'm tired of all the voices telling me which way to go <br />I wish you'd silence your opinion <br />that's the last thing that I want to know <br /><br />I want to be destructive <br />trash everything in site <br />beat the Devil at his game <br />abuse myself all night <br />I want to bitch the world out <br />one loud aching scream <br />don't want anybody wanting anything from me <br /><br />I'll fell better when I'm sane <br />but now I want to feel no pain <br />I'm really sick of thinking <br />I just want to be destructive <br /><br />I want to be destructive <br />trash everything in site <br />beat the Devil at his game <br />abuse myself all night <br />I want to bitch the world out <br />one loud aching scream <br />don't want anybody wanting anything from me